Help me..

Sigh. There are SO MANY things on my mind. So many things to think about, so many things to do. Why do all these things happen simultaneously? Why can't they happen one at a time? I really don't know what to do now, and what i should do.. :(

I am so totally screwed up. Late for a 20min-quiz for 10 mins. Lecturer took my paper and wrote '10mins late' on the top right corner. DOOMED. Totally forgot about my elective 800-word essay that was supposed to be handed in today. DOUBLE DOOMED. Luckily Mr. Tan was lenient enough to let me hand it in another day. If not, i can forget about this elective already..

Sick and tired of everything. You made me lose interest in everything and everyone. Now i just wanna be a free bird and live without any restrictions. But i wonder, is it because of you, or is it because...someone else has already taken the place in my heart, leaving no room for anyone else..?

-feL*